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Post by Mr_Monster_Munch on Jun 12, 2014 16:25:45 GMT -6
I will be quite honest. I think you are in depression. Like full blown depression. You can either go to a psychiatrist or join some support groups. but know this, it will go away. Depression always goes away. It just takes time and effort. Some of the stuff you are saying seems like things most people go through. You just need a positive outlook on life. Find that and things should be fine. However, i should make it known, I'm not a psychiatrist. I kind of just figured he was batshit insane way back when he was still Robbie. EDIT: This is a joke. I am drunk. Love you man. Please don't slit my throat in my sleep to get into jail. <3 Lol. You guys have a brilliant way of cheering me up. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. Three things you must consider though. 1) I'm very pragmatic, 2) I'm worried about the future and my ability to be a provider, 3) I'm bored of the life I live and I need something BIG to excite me (please don't make any gay jokes out of that.) I'm not crazy but I'm happy for you guys to think that I might be. I do love the Joker and how carefree he is. Perhaps there is comfort in insanity. Lol. And perhaps that's why I let out my deepest thoughts on forums. I don't know any of you personally, but I know you somewhat, so I think I just take comfort in being able to unleash my thoughts online and hope for the best without any repercussions. I might see a psychologist though (not a psychiatrist because I don't want to rely on drugs to make me feel better) because I'm interested in hearing what answers they might have. Please note though, I'm not a violent person by any means, I think bunnies, puppies and kittens are cute, I enjoy cooking, I like cuddles after sex, I like 60's pop songs and I want to have kids one day and put up with all the awesome challenges they come with because I know I'd make a great dad. Prison, to me, at least in terms of how I see it right now, sounds like perfect escapism. I'm only 18 though so maybe I just need to learn to deal with life. I just want to stop working, stop having responsibilities and the pressure to pay bills. Sometimes I think I grew up too fast. And prison honestly sound like fun, and one hell of an experience. I have friends who had a great time in prison. I grew up without a mother though, so maybe I just long for a sense of security I can never get. I even lied to you guys about my life when I was Robbie_Jee, saying I was a science major and a politician to escape the lack of success, ambition and hope that I wanted. I'm a carer for people with severe learning difficulties whilst going to college for good grades and trying to sustain a roof over my head. I'm taking too many classes and I my dad recently cut off my credit card, and yet he's the only solid thing I have in my life. I'm sorry to be so depressing. I'll be much cheerier tomorrow, I promise. I'm going to go to bed now and have an early night. And Wyo, surely it's like the middle of the day where you are? Alcohol is very addictive and you don't want to fall into that. Perhaps try an alternative like marihuana. It's healthier and it'll give you a good night sleep. X
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Post by Spiderx3000 on Jun 12, 2014 17:08:52 GMT -6
I'm upset I never got to read the FCBD Spider-Verse thing. It wasn't that long. Only about five pages. It was okay, I guess, but I would've liked if it had its own full comic devoted to it on FCBD.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 12, 2014 17:13:14 GMT -6
It is 7:00 PM right now thank you very much. I wrote that at like late five o'clock or something I'm upset I never got to read the FCBD Spider-Verse thing BAM!
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Post by thecrimson on Jun 12, 2014 17:17:20 GMT -6
It is 7:00 PM right now thank you very much. I wrote that at like late five o'clock or something I'm upset I never got to read the FCBD Spider-Verse thing BAM!Thank you!
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Post by wyokid on Jun 12, 2014 18:20:30 GMT -6
not a psychiatrist because I don't want to rely on drugs to make me feel better Perhaps try an alternative like marihuana. It's healthier and it'll give you a good night sleep. I can't say this is hypocritical for you to say, but it definitely made me laugh. "I don't want to do drugs! Here, try this marijuana." By the way you were asking about people asking girls out on the street. Turns out it doesn't matter where or what is going on.
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Post by Wolverine12 on Jun 13, 2014 0:01:18 GMT -6
Mr_Monster_MunchI'm not sure how prison works across the pond but it's not "free" here in the US. Myself as a law abiding citizen pays taxes that are used to in part to fund the state prison. If a friend wanted to go to a state prison simply to have time to read and work out I don't think I could be friends with them anymore because they are at that point literally just a drain on society and are at the pinnacle of selfishness. Other's have mentioned that you will have it on your permanent record, you are concerned about your future ability to provide for your family, potential employers will ask why you were in prison and assuming you are truthful and tell them you went there on purpose to work out and read all day I doubt they will hire you, I certainly wouldn't (hiring people is part of my job, I've met some crazies lol). I'm not certified to say if you are depressed or anything but again as others have mentioned you might want to get some counseling about this because it seems like something else is really behind this. Munch, you're a young man and you're just starting to learn how hard life can be but you need to man up and take care of your responsibilities. If you just start bailing out on them now what makes you think you will change in the future? I've enjoyed getting to know you in an online sense over the years but I think going to prison is not only a bad idea but cowardly. We all have to deal with shit man step up and deal with it. I really hope you give this some more thought, you're clearly a bright individual and have way more potential than to do something like this. Maybe try going to college first.
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Post by jer on Jun 13, 2014 8:53:56 GMT -6
Mr_Monster_MunchI'm not sure how prison works across the pond but it's not "free" here in the US. Myself as a law abiding citizen pays taxes that are used to in part to fund the state prison. If a friend wanted to go to a state prison simply to have time to read and work out I don't think I could be friends with them anymore because they are at that point literally just a drain on society and are at the pinnacle of selfishness. Other's have mentioned that you will have it on your permanent record, you are concerned about your future ability to provide for your family, potential employers will ask why you were in prison and assuming you are truthful and tell them you went there on purpose to work out and read all day I doubt they will hire you, I certainly wouldn't (hiring people is part of my job, I've met some crazies lol). I'm not certified to say if you are depressed or anything but again as others have mentioned you might want to get some counseling about this because it seems like something else is really behind this. Munch, you're a young man and you're just starting to learn how hard life can be but you need to man up and take care of your responsibilities. If you just start bailing out on them now what makes you think you will change in the future? I've enjoyed getting to know you in an online sense over the years but I think going to prison is not only a bad idea but cowardly. We all have to deal with shit man step up and deal with it. I really hope you give this some more thought, you're clearly a bright individual and have way more potential than to do something like this. Maybe try going to college first. I agree with this 100 %. At the end of the day, I don't really feel like doing anything. I certainly don't have time to workout (but I do from time to time). Smallville and other books I've wanted to read haven't been looked at in months. Nor have I been outside the City in four years due to funds. And yeah, I did think about prison (after reading unemployment man which managed to put prison in a positive light)... I also thought about the army too! And I think, man what would I do if I had time to myself .... what if I could just have a whole day. I'll practice on my Spanish, I'll read this and do that and I'll get lots of work done Instead, I sleep in the bed a little longer then I should. Watch TV. Go out for a stroll. Eat something I shouldn't ... you know just waste my free day (but it's fun). It sounds what you need is just a break. Instead of quitting your job and going to prison. Why not just try and take 3 or 5 days off?
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Post by RockyBanks on Jun 13, 2014 13:48:43 GMT -6
I need to get out of this cubicle right freaking now.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 13, 2014 14:08:34 GMT -6
I need to get out of this cubicle right freaking now.
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Post by Sage6Paths on Jun 13, 2014 14:11:53 GMT -6
I had planned on going to 22 Jump St. but things happened and I won't be able to see it until Monday. Crap.
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Post by Mr_Monster_Munch on Jun 13, 2014 14:53:08 GMT -6
I can't say this is hypocritical for you to say, but it definitely made me laugh. "I don't want to do drugs! Here, try this marijuana." Fun Fact: An apple has more chemicals in it than an entire marihuana plant. I don't remember correctly but I think there are like 130 chemicals in a single apple. However, those chemicals are good for you and most of them are already in your body. Marihuana is an excellent medical alternative for all sorts though. I find alcohol can be really expensive. If I get drunk one weekend, it then takes me almost twice as much alcohol to get drunk the next weekend. Whereas a good spliff of high kush can knock you for six, so it's a lot cheaper, and it won't rot your body like alcohol will. In fact, it'll protect you from cancers and dementia related illnesses. There are many ways I could argue that marihuana isn't a drug. And alternatively, there are many ways you could argue that it is. After all, the endorphins in our brains are technically drugs. But prescribed medication and marihuana are worlds apart from each other, so in short, it isn't hypocritical to compare weed to alcohol, or weed to prescribed medication because marihuana has more than four times more benefits than repercussions, whereas alcohol is nothing but bad for the body in practically every way. One's full of non-natural, man-made chemicals, the other is completely natural, but that's not to say natural drugs are good, because all drugs have some side effects to the mind or body. Cocain is natural too, but that rots the body even more than alcohol does. So yeah, we could argue for ages and ages whether marihuana is a drug or not. Yeah, I figured there's probably not much difference between our cultures. Girls from cities tend to be more comfortable with dating and socialising with strangers a lot more than girls from outside the city, and after thinking about it, it no longer surprises me that girls in New York casually date so often. Mr_Monster_MunchI'm not sure how prison works across the pond but it's not "free" here in the US. Myself as a law abiding citizen pays taxes that are used to in part to fund the state prison. If a friend wanted to go to a state prison simply to have time to read and work out I don't think I could be friends with them anymore because they are at that point literally just a drain on society and are at the pinnacle of selfishness. Yeah, I meant that it would be free for me. It actually costs tax payers a little over £100 per day to keep one person in prison. But with so many people sponging off the system, I figured, why not help myself to the pot seeing as everyone else is too. The system is inherently corrupt, and yes, it is completely selfish, but money is selfishness inherent, and it's simply the way of the world. Just look at the richest families in the world like the Rothschild's and the Rockefeller's who profit from the desperation, poverty and war of every nation in the world. In this world, you just gotta grab what you can. It's not just escaping the responsibilities and money problems this world has dictated me to that's a factor in me wanting to go to prison. It's the luxury of prison that's a major factor in my reasoning. Like getting an incredibly cut body and reading all the books I so desperately desire to read. It's the luxury of free time that I want. The free time to expand my mind and body in which I don't have time to do. I have questions, a need to know more about science and a desire to look as ripped as my body can go. You're right about the criminal record, but friends who have been inside have all seemed to be able to get work though so I could always do some sort of apprenticeship course afterwards. But I've decided I'm not going to do it. It's too risky. Thanks for the encouragement. I'm in college now, I go there on Mondays and Fridays. And since my dad cut off my credit card, all my money from work goes towards food and bills. I've had my own apartment for over a year now but most kids my age still live with their parents. I've always been independent but I'm juggling too much, I have so much revision and homework to do and the money in my bank account is slowly dwindling away due to paying for groceries and bills. I feel so trapped, and I don't see how I can get out of it. I might quit college, but I'm not sure yet. But I've decided I'm not going to go to prison. I love my girlfriend and she's working hard in Oxford to make life better for both of us. (In Oxford!! The girl's a freaking academic genius!). I've still got to wait over five more years for her to finish her course, amongst other stuff she needs to do with building her career. If I went to prison, that would be an awful thing to do to her and she would probably leave me. As long as I'm with her, all I can do is wait and hope for the best. We've never even been in a heated argument before because she's no cool and nice. Every time I get stressed, she's so loving and supportive. I want to be everything she deserves and it depresses me that I'm in no position to be the perfect guy for her. I suppose I'll just have and see what happens. Because if my girlfriend does ever leave me at one point, then yeah, I'll go to prison and benefit from reading everything I don't have time to read otherwise and workout all day every day until I'm cut like a m*****f*****. My girlfriend and the life I imagine with her means everything to me. But if that all goes to shit, I'll go to prison and reap the benefits of the other things I want to achieve. People are always saying "You NEED to read this book, you HAVE to read that book" and I really, really, really want to but I just don't have the time. There are over thirty BIG science books I want to read as well as at least a dozen novels I want to read. So going to prison isn't so much a case of escaping responsibilities, but leisurely achieving what I want to achieve, in which I don't have the time to do if I don't. I'm not going to go to prison. At least not until my girlfriend finds someone supremely more advanced than me. She's my main priority above all else. And she's such a good girl too. She deserves way more than any girl I have ever met, and will most probably ever meet. She's like the pinnacle of kindness and innocence. And I admire her parents for raising such a warm-hearted person. It's her ambition to one day build a holiday camp for those of special needs. But if I ever lose her, getting my body incredibly cut and reading everything I want to read with all the time in the world and all the knowledge to learn, would become my main desire. Without her and the life we may one day lead, expanding my mind and body would become the only thing I care about. And prison is a luxury in which I can achieve all of that and more. Just think, all that spare time to read and get dench. You'd come out of prison like a demigod. • And after reading through this post before posting it Wyokid, I realise, you're right, I am ****ing insane. Lol!
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Post by thecrimson on Jun 13, 2014 14:54:40 GMT -6
I think telling a girl you like her and her replying with, "Oh," is probably a bad sign. Yeah?
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Post by Mr_Monster_Munch on Jun 13, 2014 14:56:31 GMT -6
I need to get out of this cubicle right freaking now. LMAO.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 13, 2014 15:28:30 GMT -6
I think telling a girl you like her and her replying with, "Oh," is probably a bad sign. Yeah? Depends on how it's said.
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Post by thecrimson on Jun 13, 2014 16:06:23 GMT -6
I think telling a girl you like her and her replying with, "Oh," is probably a bad sign. Yeah? Depends on how it's said. Hm, like deadpanned. She stopped talking after that.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 13, 2014 17:16:14 GMT -6
Depends on how it's said. Hm, like deadpanned. She stopped talking after that. Slit her throat, dismember her with a hacksaw, and hide her body in the Hudson
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Post by thecrimson on Jun 13, 2014 17:47:02 GMT -6
Hm, like deadpanned. She stopped talking after that. Slit her throat, dismember her with a hacksaw, and hide her body in the Hudson I will neither confirm nor deny that I have done this already.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 13, 2014 18:43:23 GMT -6
Slit her throat, dismember her with a hacksaw, and hide her body in the Hudson I will neither confirm nor deny that I have done this already. Good. Now do it to her cat too. Leave no witnesses.
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Post by jer on Jun 13, 2014 22:27:23 GMT -6
I think telling a girl you like her and her replying with, "Oh," is probably a bad sign. Yeah? dont take no or oh for an answer. rape then kill. as wyokid said no witnesses
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Post by Sage6Paths on Jun 13, 2014 22:41:49 GMT -6
I have been watching Sword Art Online. Wow. I'm only on the first couple of episodes but it's so good. Anyone else watch this?
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Post by jer on Jun 13, 2014 22:45:14 GMT -6
I have been watching Sword Art Online. Wow. I'm only on the first couple of episodes but it's so good. Anyone else watch this? Saw part of it when it was on AdultSwim .... liked the first arc but couldn't get into the second arc of the show. Currently, I'm watching Black Bullet on Crunchy Roll. Speaking of cartoons did anyone see the episode "Breezy", Adventures Time?
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Post by RockyBanks on Jun 13, 2014 22:56:19 GMT -6
I had planned on going to 22 Jump St. but things happened and I won't be able to see it until Monday. Crap. The wife and I stayed in tonight and watched 21 Jump Street. I want Channing Tatum to forget about action films and make comedies for the rest of his natural life.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 13, 2014 23:08:08 GMT -6
I actually just watched it last night myself. I was really surprised at how much I liked it.
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Post by Sage6Paths on Jun 13, 2014 23:32:16 GMT -6
I actually just watched it last night myself. I was really surprised at how much I liked it. When I watched the first one the movie theaters I did not think it would be any good actually. I had watched some of the 90's 21 jump street episodes a long time ago and those are hard to top. But I left the movie feeling very satisfied. And I seriously can't wait to watch 22 jump st. especially after I watched the horrific "a million ways to dies in the west" a couple weeks ago. Do not go to that movie. It's so bad that it was the first time I actually considered going to the manager and asking for my money back. I had planned on going to 22 Jump St. but things happened and I won't be able to see it until Monday. Crap. The wife and I stayed in tonight and watched 21 Jump Street. I want Channing Tatum to forget about action films and make comedies for the rest of his natural life. Have you watched White House Down? I actually like him in both action and comedies.
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Post by thecrimson on Jun 14, 2014 3:13:20 GMT -6
I have been watching Sword Art Online. Wow. I'm only on the first couple of episodes but it's so good. Anyone else watch this? Watched it a few months ago; it's awesome.
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Post by wyokid on Jun 14, 2014 9:56:04 GMT -6
Yeah, that's one of my favorite shows. Actually that's why I never watched the film. I thought it was going to be them making fun of it the whole time.
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Post by RockyBanks on Jun 14, 2014 11:23:07 GMT -6
My hometown puts on a street fair every summer called the Blueberry Jubilee. (We grow a lot of blueberries here.) Now that alcohol is legal here, everyone's selling blueberry-flavored beer. I'm no beer connoisseur, but I'm intrigued. I have one chilling in the freezer now, will report back later.
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Post by Spiderx3000 on Jun 14, 2014 14:14:31 GMT -6
So I decided to give Batman: Earth One a chance. I was very impressed with it, and I just overall loved it. I especially liked how Alfred was very different from most incarnations of him, like how he had a military backround. Like I mentioned, I liked it a lot, and I'm looking forward to future volumes, of not just Batman, but of the Earth One graphic novel line overall. I think I'm going to give the Superman volumes another chance now.
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Post by jer on Jun 14, 2014 14:39:20 GMT -6
Everyone here keeps talking about DC's Earth One Stuff.
I like Marvel's Season One stuff. Anybody checkout the Fantastic Four Season One?
Also I asked my comic book store guy to get me Star Wars: The Thrawn Trilogy ... checking out that Star Wars EU that doesn't exist anymore.
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Post by jer on Jun 14, 2014 14:43:03 GMT -6
My hometown puts on a street fair every summer called the Blueberry Jubilee. (We grow a lot of blueberries here.) Now that alcohol is legal here, everyone's selling blueberry-flavored beer. I'm no beer connoisseur, but I'm intrigued. I have one chilling in the freezer now, will report back later. Blueberry flavored beer? I'm also intrigued and where do you live? Why was alcohol illegal?
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